I'm sorry I've been posting so infrequently.
I promised my (potential) agent that I'll have written the first 7,000 words of The Book in eight days time.
What this means is that I've been re-living - in graphic detail - my last day of drinking, and first few days of not drinking.
I've been remembering the despair, the self hatred and the fear, followed by the utter exhaustion, headaches and obsession.
Quite frankly, I'm not sure how I did it.
But, here's the truth: You only have to go through it once. And it's a very short period of time compared to the rest of your life.
So, if you're still unsure about whether or not you can do it then please believe me when I say that if I could, then so can you.
If you'd like to read my story from the beginning, then click here. Or wait for the book...
(I'm not sure if it's actually going to happen. I'm kind of terrified that it might, but terrified that it won't. Either way, I'm terrified).
Love to you all,